I feel like this ballerina this morning. Dancing in place at will of those around me. I know this is a little exaggerated and others would deny my perception. Some would say I do exactly as I want to and when I want to. I am not a selfish person. I do care about others. Details would only cloud the issue so you will not be getting juicy tidbits of my personal life. This blog is supposed to deal with artistic adventures spiced with my reflections of reality. Ha, there's the rub. I don't think like other people. Never have. I have learned this through multiple conversations with friends, strangers and all those who fall in between.
I am on the brink of the next big change in my life. And I find myself teetering on the edge and not wanting to take the plunge to the other side. Fear and selfishness are preventing the leap. It gets a little more difficult with age to make the decisions become facts. Things will happen as they always do and I will continue my path called life. There will be happy moments surrounded by sadness, grief, anger, angst and anxiety but I will continue until it is time to step off the music box and make the biggest change of all.
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